Momma Recycled

      So I turned 40 last month, yep that happened. Not sure how I feel about it. My 39th year was a shit show, but it was 2020 so it would be concerning if it wasn't. I was sick most of the year, went to a lot of doctors, got a lot of new medications. Is this what my life is now, collecting pills like my son collects funko pops? I spent last night in the hospital, calm down I am going to live, just got a new pill. A night at the hospital used to be a whole ordeal, gotta find someone to watch the kids, get them to school, yada yada. Well now that they are full grown humans this should be easier right. Feed yourself and don't burn the house down. Nope, instead world war III, why, because my son decided to tell his sister that she was to fat to get a boy friend and would probably be alone forever. Well now you don't tell a teenage girl any of that, and this is coming from my 20 year old who is missing a tooth right now because he did a belly flop at the water park off a 3 ...

      To blog or not to blog? Does any one care what I have to say, do I care? I talk to my kids about coping skills and how to stay sane and healthy in this world, but don't take time to practice what I preach. I have always loved to read and to write, I just gave it up when I became a mom for the most part, well now my kids are kinda grown, I mean they still have shit to learn, but so do I. I have several books I can read, but what do I do with the books that swim in my head that have not yet been written? Well I guess I am going to try putting them here, hopefully this attempt at a blog is better than before.       This is more of an introduction to who I am so I will keep it light, but honestly if I write the things I truly think I may end up as an experiment at our local medical school, or studied by the government. Some things you need to know before you decide if you want to read my entries or follow this blog, I am 40 years old, I have 2 kids a...